Friday, April 26, 2024

i can sniff, i can see and i can count up pretty high

Did we practice witchcraft, as a family, that I obviously can't remember? I assume their deaths weren't the first appearance of familial dabbling with the dark arts. And, while I obviously don't remember them dying, either, I do know that it happened. ...While I am pretty appreciative that I don't have those memories, as they would obviously be insanely painful, not remembering doesn't prevent the trauma from landing. So is it really doing me any good, subconsciously blocking it all out? Or, at this point, is it holding me back?

Why did we leave Virginia so quickly? Was it because Philip murdered Carla? Why did I wander out into the snow, wearing nothing but shorts and a tank top, at some point in our short 6ish months living there?
No jacket, no pants, no shoes... Just outside, alone.
Did I witness it?

Now that I have the appropriate framework to house the truth in my mind, what do I have to do to remember?

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Dro, you're lucky you landed in our room, and not literally anywhere else. 
I'll say it one more time, you're too smart for this shit.

To all the guys trying to kill him, I'd recommend you not.

Your lives, your call.
Shit gets scary, for people like y'all,
when I decide I'm the one protecting
the idiot in front of your gun.

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Brave new concept: Angels&Demons do in fact have free will. Just like the rest of us. But, much like all these corporate contracts we're practically forced to sign all throughout our lives, lizards just really, really like controlling everything and everyone else, so we don't accidentally slip into peace and happiness.

Taylor Swift ~ Wonderland
https://youtu.be/JhICcmiIE80?si=oqMDgj3eTWNxtl7R

NF ~ Paid My Dues
https://youtu.be/LLAgke7QprM?si=sMaKv3ILdk-wl-3t

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Had my family ever tried to kill me before the turn of the millennium? Were they already experimenting with the strange reality that one of their offspring seemed to be immortal, for some reason? Did they anticipate that all the magick surrounding the millennium event would yield enough power to accomplish the task? What, exactly, has my life actually been like?
I'd like to know.

Are there really any left?🧐
Grandparents, Uncles, Aunts, Cousins?{🥑}
Or did they all throw themselves on that Fire?🤔
https://giphy.com/embed/sbnHm4yZKFmpy

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I'm a very 'We' kind of Employee. ~me🤑
https://giphy.com/embed/13b1Rcuj62v7vW

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Twenty One Pilots ~ Backslide
https://youtu.be/YAmLMohrus4?si=9xSvE15TO2YQsKzw

Kerli ~ The Art of Being Alone
https://youtu.be/RZHrzVNQT3Q?si=SMvLnVCIc9Dnhm5z

Hu$h ~ Calling On Angels
https://youtu.be/GWBmkoqb18Q?si=xz6tOrBGom7D-jaR

Sia ~ Bird Set Free{midjourney}
https://youtu.be/vzh8vKUeCWA?si=1g8sw_H-LCNrrLj4

Billie Eilish ~ bad guy
https://youtu.be/DyDfgMOUjCI?si=_4aIW4Wzjjt6Ek76

Kerli ~ Search+Destroy
https://youtu.be/EuQCnft-g9c?si=M-ypPx0FjjnKRFv-

https://youtu.be/nUbrpop5Y8E?si=aFiTPfeWKulHGlOx

Tool ~ Lost Keys/Rosetta Stoned
https://youtu.be/f78WrdCi4Wk?si=WFOLqlJTOmxc28jG

Miranda Lambert ~ White Liar
https://youtu.be/QoR2Oax82kY?si=zjJYJFkSS4fSurP0

https://youtu.be/CFKDRArS-HM?si=-6n0BilJo_MpSdNM

Shinedown ~ special
https://youtu.be/oEoxPaaAsE0?si=BRFCIKlITNVV75OC
[what a relief.🫨]

Kim Dracula ~ Industry Secrets
https://youtu.be/ZMKzcjphoV0?si=M2TC8HsA8SvyiP7z

Marlon Craft ~ Gold Teeth
https://youtu.be/TBWNQu0aXL8?si=KrUGlU-URdBkgToA

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Why do I seem to remember more from after the turn of the millennium, than before?
Was I a telekinetic kid? A little Matilda, of sorts?
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"Why does 'it' act like a 'we'?" {💭yeah, why do i?}
Whatever we are, we really are exponentially superior to draco reptilians, in particular.

"If you could ask aliens one question, what would you ask?"
Y'all really just kept letting the reptilians exist? ~me on X

No wonder I've never really felt alone, when I'm clearly alone.
This really is a group project lol.👽🧠👽 Thank God.😋🫠

It's a *We* thing.🌐
'anything you do can and
will be used against you.'

https://youtu.be/5mFECKUg_98?si=0a02HP9Asbx13lll
https://youtu.be/NWWeQlXfSa0?si=uMpPH6NcBHDbssJp

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