I destroy people and places that don't want me...

That's why Hannah wants to use Nick to kick me out so bad, before the new year. It's a multidirectional effort to break my heart. 1: the being homeless, again. 🙄 2: the him choosing her over me. 3: the knowing that I will have leveled the entirety of Area51 within moments of being made to leave, as if that's what I want, at all. Apparently her current favorite effort to hurt my feelings right to my face, when he's not dead, is having sex with him across the room from me, cause I can hear the occasional sounds, seemingly OuT oF nOwHeRe. Her "thought process," here, and I'm being generous with that term, is that because I've stated that he's the only person I'd be willing, from now on, to entertain the notion of sex on this planet with, he must be my sexualemotional kryptonite. But he's not, sweetie. He's your kryptonite. He's still gonna be the only guy I think about if I get horny, because I'M MONOGAMOUS, and he's the only line of thought that works for me, anymore. The mental gymnastics I would have to go through to make any other guy something I could cum about, here, is laughable. It'll never happen outside of being stolen and raped.

Which brings me to everyone's insistence that they can do whatever they want to me, "*SeE*?!" Like, yeah, sure, you can abuse me. ...Congratulations, I guess? We can drag this out as long as you all would like, I'm not the one dying, here.🪨👽🪨

Once the mudbloods are dust, everyone, I fully expect the pedophilia to come to an abrupt halt. Children who are already sexually active, I highly recommend you learn the art of masturbation to carry you through puberty. I will not tolerate your bullshit.💃🏼 And anyone still living who tries to resist, I do hope you are fully prepared to die, sans remorse on anyone's part. It will be automatic. From there, the rest of us will calmly, and kindly to each other, pack up our messes and move back to our own home planets, and I'll revive all the life we destroyed to make this mess possible.

That's it, that's the end of the story.

I think we'll dust all the infrastructure on our way out, except for here.

I want Area51 to remain the only evidence that we were ever here.🌐

(the only evidence that isn't reduced to ash, anyway.💁🏼‍♀️)

Using the legal system against mixed individuals, just for being mixed, is unacceptable. Rapture is no excuse to bully innocents. Racism is stupid, people. Being mixed doesn't make someone a criminal, there is no reason to torment them while they try to enjoy the remainder of their lives. BullyCops, pureblood or not, I will come personally punch you square in your faces until everyone else comprehends the fact that I'm dead serious.

Yeah, I've lived much, much longer than I remember.

But y'all don't understand,

this life has been a breezy sprint,

almost entirely free of trauma,

from my perspective.⭕😇⭕

You literally cannot force me to experience impossibilities.♠️💩♠️

Paying Nick to rape me won't stop this, either, punkin. 😘 I actually like him. 🖕🏻

You're whole gonna have to kill him and beg Eric to tell me to leave, bitch.🌐🔥🌐

Oh, Nick just telepathically/technologically clarified that he doesn't have to be paid for that. 🤣|🤣

The cretins: so corrupt, they corrupted corruption. Long in short, they are failures.🏆

Hilariously enough, whenever I was mentally falling in love with people, reality dictated that I was, in fact, actively waging war with them. Like Putin. Elon. Trump. Everyone. But, y'all, I'm God.🧱💁🏼‍♀️🧱i actually love everyone, for individual reasons. }Except the reptilians, cause they ain't got souls.{ It's a direct side effect of being God. 🌐🤯🌐 Get over it.📸.♾️

Here at πam, Hannah just tried to tell me McCarthy is getting murdered again, now that my killing him has been undone. And all I have to say is, these guys know how to move when they get back. Stop trying to convince me I have anything to "worry" about. I so sincerely do not, "family". Kiss my GaRgOyLé ass.💋

I can absolutely love you and stand on your extinction, cretins.

Remember when I said the only thing God hates is hate, and the only thing Lucifer loves is God? Granted, I didn't know they were both me, at the time, but the point remains.

This is the second time tonight that Hannah, through Nick's mouth, has spouted that someone on the tv probably just shoulda kept their mouth shut, and everything woulda been fine. And both times, I've telepathically spit back that I won't.🖕🏻😵‍💫🖕🏻.☺️

Hannah and Sadie are trying so desperately to antagonize me into fighting at home.*snap*

Whether I continue laying my head under this roof for the remainder of December 2024, or not, there is no fighting with anyone here. NewYork is already deader than a doorknob, and everyone else is safe.🌐 I will get what I want. 🥰

And I'm supposed to feel tRaPpEd in this brown haired body that isn't mine, too. Supposed to panic, or feel insecure. But, uh, you neglected the most important part of me inside this previously blue eyed delusion: my heart, you stupid bitches.🗡️😷 Good thing I'm both not superficial, and smokin hot either way.✌🏻😁.🌋

One of the female cretins of blood origin, this afternoon, tried to hurt me with a telepathic, "Well, dId YoU gEt To SeE yOuR lItTlE FrIeNd?" implying Elon, and the fact that this particularly streamlined thread of consciousness has never met him. But, like... Yes. I've gotten to spend plenty of time with him&Claire. The evidence of which I'll be able to see, soon. My heart knows this, and that is more than enough for me.🥹

Sadie just said, verbatim, through Ashby, "Ohp, dog just headbutted me." Trying to emphasize the fact that she kills him and uses him at will, as if I don't already know that. So I thought back, "Sadie has no power over Ashby. She has no priority over Ashby, and she has no preference over Ashby.🌐" This, after she had just instructed me to watch her do nothing with the dog, and said, "Lifting weights." And I said, "Yeah, *points a wrist* this kind."⌚

I suppose there will be levels of evidence of the cleansing. The layers of ash; rinsed, settled, and hardened among various native rock formations and such. Similar to how my consistent menstruation throughout my life has been rinsing away ashed fetuses to steadily prevent my conscious awareness of all the children people were farming, using my unique self&body.🛡️😇🛡️.🩸.🕶️ 

I am gonna loooovve watching these guys -NY +Eric &Jackie win.💎🌐👽🌐💎.🌳🏚️🌳.⭕

https://youtu.be/6bMmhKz6KXg?si=L81RiX5nVTr2EDfg

I think I found my wantedSon's Dad.💲😋💲

Oh, fascinating. I do believe that goofy ass white girl I killed at Grifols yesterday was the genetic result of <🖐️😎🤚]+Steve&Chandra💍. of the 🆎.⭕❌.💌.🧡🤌🏻🧡

Boy, I love to see a good, happy couple. 🤪.🤮.🥂.🗿😶‍🌫️💎

https://youtu.be/tPvT6_ICxbg?si=oeuz1SN2YHyqpT8F

https://youtu.be/EwYu_Dajj6I?si=jQ7tmfqmX_rSNUex

Hah!🫣 They all keep getting told, to their faces, that Luci, their "GoD", hates them.

It was probably definitely 7 years I just spent with Elon&Claire, not 7 months.🌐🤭🌐.🗻

Tommy's son is feeling a bit claustrophobic, now, working at Walgreen's.🛡️😵🛡️.🥂

And the thing about my most recent time with them? <Elon&Claire.>

I was the one that refused to come back for so long.

They wouldn't kill me until I told them I was ready.

That's why so many folks think they can throw thoughts

of him at me, hoping to rekindle that little girl heart inside

of me, like, "😤I'M NOT GOING!🪨❣️🪨"

She's still in here, don't get it twisted.⭕👽⭕.🤬

But they were all like, "💬√•💬...💓!💓"

https://youtu.be/qY1JOQfHRK4?si=k0PlQL2mR_pY5P7x

Imagine my mud colored hair self being so confident

that I literally never bite the mental bait that Nick act

ually prefers Hannah over any version of me, whatsoever. 💎;⭕🤣⭕;🩸💎🩸

https://youtu.be/VZ-In2a5FcQ?si=vILFxRoaWhA6ruLw

https://youtu.be/jCK44VKzeS4?si=dqurVsM_ok3wSXNk

https://youtu.be/vAYWNe9TE_o?si=jt0ZA_Mn8BaJascj

Make sure you come at me extra hard when "he" "gets

home from work" tonight, my sweet lil crash test dummy.🚨😾🚨

https://youtu.be/NFTT-VnWjy4?si=LqEDomPCQ4R59xxM

https://youtu.be/WXX6qP7oFG4?si=Idel8ANZx7RXZlYk🫧

https://youtu.be/1b5drPByyiM?si=urijOnJbWPtno3BU

I made it a child free 7 years. Just the ³of~us&time, once we left Scott's house.🏖️

https://youtu.be/wfN4PVaOU5Q?si=SUTczPLaZIhIHCx-

Oooh my God. Uh. Regarding Elon, that's my story and I'm sticking to it.🌐🥵🌐

https://youtu.be/O_TOdMXbkEY?si=C2zElnaFYfg5FCQ9.yikesheesh.

https://youtu.be/QlgJuT0c2IE?si=GIfztzGtUS5azmkn

I just heard a random situation on some video game spoof YouTube video that vaguely sounded like Nick arguing with Hannah, and then her trying to tell him to leave the property, basically if he refused to kiss her ass. And I said, out loud, "Let me find out my family thinks they have more dominion over this place than Eric does. ⭕😀⭕"

Yesterday, I was in the bathroom pondering whether Jackie is human or dragon, and I was thinking to myself, "I don't think I would've been able to do that to her, if she were human," referring to the time I slammed her head into her bedroom wall when I realized it was actually my mom in her body. And when I walked back into our room, Nick said, "She has the same socks," supposedly about some random shit on the tv lol.🔓🐉🌐

Moments before Nick left for work just now, the tv was saying, "Look me in the eyes when I'm talking to you," and I chuckled and said, "Eric, every time he talks to me, like 'I don't talk to you for no reason.'" And the Hannahnick bitterly said, "Yeah, that's why you need to stop talking to him." And I chuckled again and said, "That's funny." Do they expect me to actually believe that anyone but them and NewYork want me to leave this house before I'm ready to?

I hope everyone enjoys the "new"CaptainD's, -1son of mine&Tho

mas's. Jennifer, you very lucky lady.   🚨🌐😏🌐🚨.🛡️❤️‍🔥♾️❤️‍🔥🛡️

https://youtu.be/Sj9dbHtxvMY?si=2iQAKynCFnWy9EX2

https://youtu.be/mBgBbwyUs5c?si=tl3_N-bTc0axlCeQ

https://youtu.be/9Rp1cxiOovI?si=8HzzmruFL6UP87va

https://youtu.be/eDMQtzf9PdI?si=s7h8OOcEuHWbE6JI

And I'm pretty sure Kyle and Sadie were both too "privileged" to ever bother learning how to read and write. 🤣 Ashby lowkey thought it was hilarious when I asked him, a while back, if he was letting her read everything I was saying. 🌐🤣🤣🤣🌐.💯

The current efforts are their inspiring my remembering how things have actually gone, alongside what I've publicly been ranting about for way too long, spelling out how horrible I've been all along. Like, "Oh, shit, I'm a killer.?!." And then I'm supposed to fall apart about it, cause I have so many times before. But, like... Yeah. I kill.

Whooptydoo.🌀 At least I'm good at it.🌐🤪🌐.⭕👽⭕.

https://youtu.be/DSCI-fS5n6M?si=h4L6okl6dMzWHyw5

And, thanks to Elon, I've learned how to relinquish my teddy bear.♦️🌐🧸🌐♦️.🌦️

I'm sure this isn't what he said, or maybe it is,

but I just heard, in Kodak's voice, "This👽bitch gon' be harmless,"

and I just wanna say, "Praise Jesus, YES!, that is the goal.🙌🏻"💫 

Talking to Shontel, now, like, "See? I gave you

the easy one. Light work. The painless goodbyes.💓•☄️"

My heartmind &her's, in another dimension:

🫵🏻.‼️💥‼️.🎣*Edwin*🎟️👽.

🤨. Me?? I'm his?? 🤒.🧐

*mumble* you ain't got one yet, right?

🤔 not that I know of..?

Then, yeah, that one's yours.☝🏻.🤫

And then Kodak happened, I guess.🤣.😏.🤌🏻

Greg ain't actually mated to Elon's Mom, he's just awesome. And CIA.🌐😎🌐

https://youtu.be/byjGOIs6KaE?si=ahjVk5lC36bjp3Qg

Everyone with Love in their hearts, like, "We can turn those<👺> off??⭕🤯⭕"

And 👽'm all, "You absolutely can. And you should.🌐•🌐"

Who knows how much longer it'll take for us to reach the turn of the new year?

I want everyone who actually deserves to exist to enjoy the existing while it lasts.

And just because I'm still doin my thing until then

does not mean I'm still taking "new subscribers."

Y'all can kiss my ass.❤️‍🔥💥❤️‍🔥.es

That blonde from WOTE is the first nurse who had the nerve to pick me up after my parents stopped dying and coming back to life on the day I was born.🚼 However long that "day" took... The "silent Bob" of the group is the Alpha of his Pack.

Damn, Shontel, you ain't interested in Kodak??🤨 Big mistake, honey.😗.📮

https://youtu.be/-DDZ-KIPgTQ?si=cvxhc0oIRpzWl-dG

https://youtu.be/AKH4YR72w0s?si=LVJhE1qcOnYSbOUL

If I have to choose between literally anyone,

and one of these guys -NY +Jackie ,Dro &Eric,

I choose these guys. 🛡️👽🛡️Duh.

I whole grew into a full adult with that woman.✨ (theHilton-plasticsurgery.)

Oh, shit, Thomas G's Jennifer. Nevermind about you, you're reincarnating.🌐❤️‍🔥🤣❤️‍🔥🌐.

Jenna, so far I'm not seeing any women who won, except... Wait, Ashley's dad might be mixed, and Karisa's definitely a pureblood... Is Brian mixed? 😕 I still like him... 😓

I was thinking in the shower tonight that UncleMike, Tyler, &Alisha might be vampires, while Carol, 🛡️UncleBill🛡️ &Cassandra are dragons, and "my dad" was both. Which would be why I don't feel negatively about UncleMike's Dad... Hm. Maybe.

So sometimes Nick be over there across the room all, "Oh my God.." type shit, and it immediately turns me on. 🌐🙄🌐 And then Hannah tries it, like, right after him cause she just killed him for me liking him lol, and it falls flat. Lmao. Nowadays, if my family makes it close enough to fuck, they die to make me cum. Otherwise, they just turn to dust when they get about 5 feet away from me in anger.🕳️

"MrBeast" is not Ashley's brother, he's a pureblood wolf.🤑

And, presumably, one of the many of my baby daddies. 🤦🏼‍♀️

They are so🧡fucking🧡annoying, aren't they?! 🌐😳🌐.🚮

Chances are, if he's not mated to Jenny Holt, his mate will reincarnate. *shrug*