Right smack dab in the middle of an all out war against reptilians.
That's where I spawned for this life experience. ...Not great.
I don't know what I would do without this cat Amanda left us with.
Just like Kira and Macy did, she gives me a safe outlet to chanel my immortal love, so I don't just implode and self destruct.
Secrets, lies, or ignorance. That's what I get from everyone I meet. Most, if not all, of the people that get "close" to me are entirely aware of my "split personality." The ever present potential to take complete advantage of me, while I stay perfectly unaware of their willful manipulations of me and my body and mind. I'm a complete textbook definition of "orphan," in a world full of gleeful abusers, and I'm somehow supposed to figure out what's real and what's fake. Alone. While the warfare persists, relentlessly. "Invisibly." Destructively.
Am I God? No, I don't believe I am. Does God actively speak through me? Yes, sometimes. Do Elon and his gaggle of lizards also speak through me? Absolutely. Obviously.
So what's real?
Do you know?
Cause I don't.
What I do know is that my family abused me just as much as everyone else, and then they all died. But their faces stayed; permanent reminders that my ability to recognize Truth would be forever broken by beings who hate me for having the ability to feel. So what am I supposed to do? Resign myself to this bullshit narrative that enslaves our souls, and binds us in this system that was built broken on purpose? As if we exist to sustain it, rather than the other way around. I guess so. I'm just one person, more completely alone than the vast majority of you.
And all you do is watch me try to fight this war,
and suffer immeasurably for my efforts.
Then you make fun of me for trying.
Enjoy the show, I guess.
Apparently that's all I am.
Alone. Entertainment.
I hope you all like our cozy little prison run by soulless reptilians.
https://youtu.be/jAJi-W9o7uU?si=spTFWnDG-YnoZ5Ef
~ a week later ~
https://youtu.be/3TMwrcTEhRg?si=6BLpfnw76T_fXQtu
The lead screamer, there, is my brotherinlawinlaw, Bootsy.
This isn't the song I hoped it was.
The only lyrics of theirs that I ever knew:
TiehertothebedandletaminutegetaheadsoIcangetabetterlookandlethersettleinthethoughtofit.Icantellshereallywantsit,Icanseeherdrippingwetandsalivatingatthethoughtofit.x2(ifyoucouldhearthesong,you'dunderstand.)
https://youtu.be/0Eh4b0Ge-sM?si=N7eaTimDfva0ApAH
https://youtu.be/QUH8eZEWCa8?si=UwzjDWDZxp9ZLKHF
https://youtu.be/HkC19keiiJg?si=o4Zh59qYLF9zj5MA
https://youtu.be/-xvlUpPcEEQ?si=ZQjfZt9knfYNePFz
https://youtu.be/pqydBaa1QR8?si=A2vax0TJcpqtVGf2
@elon: https://youtu.be/8JEhYPOHBeU?si=H7n0744BGDFXgMld <3claire&i🫀
https://youtu.be/MB3VkzPdgLA?si=iVhTpF-G6FRWgKKy LoL
https://youtu.be/RUQl6YcMalg?si=dhjemEDtG2Y22AA7
https://youtu.be/4o_IQavlMDA?si=hwqN6h-Ot5BYcPhQ
* https://youtu.be/gfFqn5Z_hVo?si=4rLCZHGjUOLt3v6Y
https://youtu.be/LT3EWCbh4Oo?si=FI9PCI6c6SRr1Rs-
https://youtu.be/xWIKQMBBTtk?si=kC0Mxrmmr7GihiJo
https://youtu.be/VnHIe_USfL4?si=tQvnhnG1vU-CclcT *
https://youtu.be/kxGrd7mlB5M?si=EJ0A2VAGw3_NoCIp 😈😇👿
https://youtu.be/kuvST3wGCG8?si=hLagg3IWOTuJERmD
https://youtu.be/q4DKJ_8Td_Q?si=TbHQHlGqwwEJrWuc
https://youtu.be/2wA0skGcp5o?si=dck5DfLlBlyh0ltb ♠️🪄
I may be an orphan, but that doesn't make me
desperate enough to love evil. *shrug*
Stop trying to turn me on,
lizards, you're disgusting.
Elon...Die.❌https://youtu.be/XDiZaF16Ddw?si=A-bxN3OVY0klm00Y
https://youtu.be/4ZqWLIQaKM4?si=HfxWqU7rY-_TYrX-
https://youtu.be/SIefa1KTfg0?si=fk8nH53Cf2D061bM
https://youtu.be/Ct65mJmHQnw?si=5dhx21xqP4FeO9t0 🥑🌟
https://youtu.be/Iq8h3GEe22o?si=bG4bK_v8HWR_CV-1
https://youtu.be/jA8inmHhx8c?si=4Su3VAUkhyu3Hwwb
https://youtu.be/YCDCFNDrdkE?si=_zvi2x03XMqz91Ob
https://youtu.be/4ber5Dd6KFY?si=2ehB7-mC0iABIYPr💤😴
🔥https://youtu.be/lIAPU11eiQQ?si=DmGv8VLwIz8PxyhM🤑🏴☠️
https://youtu.be/KGazcgkR28o?si=DXDgxotBMV03ueZX
https://youtu.be/uFp-OM61mUE?si=IUiWwr4UvqKmRHho
https://youtu.be/jLTUXnmB674?si=p0sxW4XpTPo8uEAB🌈🌋
🌀https://youtu.be/yHV04eSGzAA?si=G1YLbHSPSCYP2YXa🌪️
https://youtu.be/uMK0prafzw0?si=_IvSurtbtPZfX4iH
https://youtu.be/LAxCqlU-OAo?si=xYaRG4JO1KaWTECI
https://youtu.be/cegdR0GiJl4?si=yb-ymVPlteSn9FnV🕳️
https://youtu.be/u9Dg-g7t2l4?si=berE-HGrhC0lnrAq❤️🔥
https://youtu.be/2-aWEYezEMk?si=wanbB5WJj374JKry💠
https://youtu.be/ckTkBY6t2Dc?si=lqZgg2VTnKxp1KJK🧠
https://youtu.be/WND5jNSiQh0?si=PMW_Ofe8gc9cSIAe🦾🦻
https://youtu.be/LRIDW1Nlxfo?si=bim6hO6cgOUMhh_P🔫🍑
https://youtu.be/4qNVBYTGl9I?si=I01R27VZG6ujjppk🔐
https://youtu.be/_Nb4EHY_2bI?si=fEBiujFYg-wx1aPa🇺🇸kk
https://youtu.be/DDmSvVOogFc?si=61LForDJPh_t3t_H⭕
https://youtu.be/y8reZyT25xA?si=Y3g1hdkNLVjCIGxJ👩💻
https://youtu.be/fMHfRqP0KSY?si=9Xz5MbS84wgNhnEk📻
https://youtu.be/mOyE_l80D4Y?si=YGB25NBgPv9forfX🦎
https://youtu.be/mwzlySJJJQQ?si=8g1v7SXINnFBqc7V💰
https://youtu.be/ORaln6aPqUk?si=zSeb5ET8EmTAgRKY🧊
https://youtu.be/JcGU4kxGwtc?si=FANBSqe9FasifDLv🩸
https://youtu.be/aswRxzr4HXU?si=D-8qfbGeimctbrBD🎭
https://youtu.be/aGEgz2cMa4c?si=zE6cA5wDFNBAOPaf🌬️
https://youtu.be/WKWG4zCALoE?si=F8VPM89_bQpgBmbG🪤
{Kittrell. That was the radically rapey reptilian Sargent's (..Sheriff's?? idr) name at PCDC.}
I'm autistic, not stupid.🧩
7.1.24 ~ I forgive you, Cotto.🧲💋🛡️
{he used to facilitate the trafficking of me at the soup kitchen, at the very least. he facilitated the trafficking of me on the clock at family dollar yesterday, too. to be so clear, Cotto is neither a lizard, nor a rapist; he makes it possible for lizards and rapists to do whatever they want. a position he essentially holds to protect his own people from my past fate.}
Guess i trust you, now.🙃✨😘
🦾🔪🗡️🪄
Has anyone here ever seen a split personality unsplit itself?
https://youtu.be/BavD7mTiUxc?si=pseJ1slYRSVRxbH0
https://youtu.be/KUQ83pnU-Cc?si=5FUOIc_UQz1Hm7Se
https://youtu.be/hTxoEJa7S2c?si=cjC9QwnKcbHUnelo
https://youtu.be/qmzkUKO_J7c?si=c75VhGoe8BARiaRo
https://youtu.be/VQsc_o-YZ1c?si=5XKengaIMeOggF8m
Elon wants me to know that this psychological, environmental, sexual, corporate, and peer abuse is "what I get" for pissing someone of his prestigious caliber off. Lol. To whom I say, 'bitch, i'm God.📸🙂'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
7.15.24 ~ ATTN: draco reptilians
It's obvious, now, that I'm aware I'm being raped all the time, treated like everyone's cum dumpster, toilet, and punching bag. It's also obvious that you lot are, in fact, identifiable. By me. Even with a blindfold. I think we're also all aware that you lot suck, no matter what kind of debauchery you've dragged the rest of us into.
You lot want to come to my job and flaunt your ability to take and give whatever you demand of me in my face, that's fine. You do that. My cartel will even help you. This paragraph obviously isn't just limited to the lizards. You come and pay the (best) cartel to dish whatever you feel like dishing on me. You all get off on my literal inability to defend myself, and I pity you for that. What a weak bunch of creatures you all are. If you have to steal my sex and submission, not only do you not deserve it, but you're so pathetic that my own brain has to protect my heart from actually seeing you. Remember that when you look in the mirror.
I say all that, to say this: my consent is obviously nonexistent. I know that doesn't matter to any of you, why would it. But that's irrelevant to me. I refuse to let an endless stream of wildly abusive rapists, lizard or otherwise, cost me my real job. The only one that actually pays me to be there, and which I very much need in order to survive in this miserable world. I don't care how polite I am to you, you aren't welcome to interpret that as interest in you. Just because you can rape me like everyone else? Lol. What a low bar you've set for yourself.
I will be keeping my assistant store manager position, to the best of my personal ability, directly in spite of you disgusting people. I will paint a beautiful smile on my beautiful face, backlit by my own homemade happiness thanks to nobody but me, and I will greet you all, help you however I can, and go about my business unbothered by your "hidden" sin. Your disrespect will not push me out of this world. I came here to change it, not adapt to it.
So this is your memo.
I know.
I will smile anyway.
And one way or another, you will all get what you deserve.
i Love you all.😘
https://youtu.be/m4_9TFeMfJE?si=2wYpZd6OLjWupiYx
P.S. i'm rubber, you're glue, whatever you say bounces off me and sticks to you.
Dishonest communication will eventually lose its efficacy. Taking control of others using obscure tricks, since that's the only way you could ever lure them to you in the first place, will lose its power. Context is everything. I don't care what you think you're talking about. When I'm on the clock, everything will be regarded just as simple and shallow as it appears to be. You wanna know where something is? First of all, stop embarrassing yourselves. Use your brains. Look around. We have real shit to do, we can't be holding all our customers' hands all day. Second, "the charcoal is down the center aisle, right hand side, last section of shelves." That's the extent of that exchange. If you can't sort it out from there, please do us all a favor and shop anywhere else. Your "bar code" don't mean a damn thing to me. I am not speaking your language. I'm speaking English. I say what I mean, and mean what I say. Eventually, I'll be able to speak Spanish, at which point we'll be saying what we mean, and meaning what we say.
"If I say it in Spanish, I really really mean it.🔥"
~me, like half my life ago. fUCK you all.🖕❤️🔥🖕
{Last, but certainly not least, keep your hands away from your penises and vaginas anywhere in my vicinity. I don't wanna see you reach for your pants, hear you moaning, making any suggestive sounds at all, grinding on others, or commenting on my personal anatomy. You may like to think so, but I am not yours, nor am I obligated to reciprocate your libido. --I KNOW I'M SEXY.-- I don't need your appalling greed to validate that for me.}🤑⭕🧘♀️
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