Find the Flaw

In My Plan.

Lol. This is worth copy/pasting.🤣

https://youtu.be/gir1uMPwZm4?si=8ntnRwqoJDzDJ_6N

Wassup, fellow weirdo?👀 (Trump wrote that^url👾)

💓https://youtube.com/shorts/3xdQff12oqw?si=A53D_OW29FYqr2K7

Most of my technological interactions are with Elon&Claire,

except when people pay extra to do so, themselves.🌐🧠🌐

Like, when it's tailored, it's usually those two lovebugs.

Not 24/7/365, but like, when it's acted upon, rather than

algorithms&automations. Codes. Programs. Anyway. ✌🏻

As much as one thinks, Elon does.

Sunday, April 13th (backwardsπ)

Google. I think Google's got our address right, not us. Lol. 

But my reasoning doesn't work, because they've got businesses across the street on S Memorial, too, despite the direction of travel on that side of the street being northbound. 🤷🏼‍♀️ So who's to say?

You're still my favorite president, Donald.🏆

I adore the teamwork wit 

h Elon in fuckin shit up.✊🏻

And pissing everyone off. Lol.

I keep telling them

there's gotta be

a bigger plan.

🌐

I'm pretty sure a couple years ago, when Elon explained to the whole universe that negative engagement is still engagement, and algorithms respond to engagement, giving you more of what you engage with, he was talking directly to me lol. I was excessively stressed, at the time.💥🌐🏚️🌐💥

Whenever it was. I lived alone for the first time.🛡️

*bewildered(at the time) safety*

That's also when he&Claire started telling me about myself, unlike anyone else ever would. But they've done so using technology, from a distance, so I just look batshit instead of agonizingly awesome.🤪

I think the most significant thing I've done in my psyche has been removing myself, personally, from a whole lot that was trying to hold me back, in a very small expectation of self. Even though

my expectations for myself have always been lofty.

I've just never been allowed to demonstrate myself.

Stop abusing me and see wassup.

https://youtu.be/CsZgNSYnHZw?si=RIBJ3QLs9GOnoQBo

https://youtu.be/Uw-eAvEbffM?si=wtK6eN6mi9aunLy7

^That sounds like ai trying to sound like JBP.

*Fact:

Tuesday, April 15th

That's a mannerism or characteristic or quirk I got from my vacuous mother. I think I carry it better. It's probably the Love that really sets it off, y'know?

Angie's magic is artistic in nature; music, photography, her environment. Joseph's magic is more intellectual in nature. That's why the ins and outs of big business don't intimidate him.

Wednesday, April 16th

We're, what, 3 months into being medicated?

Friday, April 18th

Every time I see someone larger than me, my brain is like, "sEe?" As if other people's contentment with being so out of shape is meant to make me feel better about my gaining weight all year. 🙄 That's not how this works. I'm not comfortable in my own body, anymore.

Saturday, April 19th

https://youtu.be/D6RkeBGAJ8A?si=H1MslsWUs3A3JAuF

Were you talking about me?

You must've been talking about me at the end.

Tomorrow is my favorite holiday!#420 😚💨

Monday, April 21st

Oh, how much simpler it is not taking things personally, while medicated. My mind is foggier, but I don't obsess about the very real trafficking, anymore. That's probably not a great thing. Like, good for me, but bad for them. I don't like that. I'm supposed to be trying, for them. I am trying for them, nevermind me and my rambling.

Wednesday, April 23rd

Y'all wonder why your kids are "badass" little assholes. It's because y'all are so defiantly perpetuating pedophilia. There's no separation between child and adult. You have lost all authority.

Thursday, April 24th

I can't believe people ruin entire lives over orgasms.

https://youtu.be/hDkdfnVSA7g?si=XVVe0yE_SySPV_zh

Sunday, April 27th

So I see a lot of my old CaptainD's co-workers at my McDonald's because we're right next door to each other, right? And Dj, the one I perceived as a Thomas baby, just came in for the second time today, and y'all, this guy looks nothing like either of us. But his tattoos mention a Jennifer, which tied a mental link to Thomas, and I feel retarded. 💁🏼‍♀️ The Christian guy from Grifols that my crazy told me was Edwin and I's son comes through the drive thru every now and then, and I feel bad about that, too. What I wanna know is how this happens. How? Not why, how.

Also, all the tiny black spiders have taken a liking to me, and I consider it a compliment cause of Billie Eilish. Lol. https://youtu.be/Ah0Ys50CqO8?si=FazSZoyLtkgqVfxy

Tuesday, April 29th

I donno why that top one is so tiny,

but you can still read it if you zoom in.

An elementary school bus just passed me, and all I gotta say is nobody appreciates those drivers enough. 🤯.🙉! Ew. To master their emotions enough to get every one of those little demons to and fro, alive, every day, is something I'm trying to accomplish as we speak.

https://youtu.be/fbuN0uvHmW4?si=5IYKO53DBfAk0qfI

https://youtu.be/qI_j7QWb7jo?si=-2iJTgMZnNPJou7P

Thursday, May 1st