Oh, part of what I wanted to say about my crazy is that I think it came FROM somewhere, I don't think I was just sitting around making stuff up. I think my mind was being influenced by an outside party, that I was basically being /told/ things that were true for others, just not true about me. Like having a satanic family, and the things that go on in them. I don't think I was just in an unhinged fabrication mode, I think real families really do the things I was (potentially quite literally) /made/ to believe about my own family, for a relatively brief time, there.
I feel like I keep repeating this notion, because I don't think anyone gets what I'm saying, yet. Or maybe I just wanna feel like someone agrees. 🤷🏼♀️ The rituals and sacrificing of babies, including babies being sliced from women and girls' bodies, THAT'S ALL TRUE about some of the people who aren't us. And I can't just forget about that in day to day life. Can't unknow some of the things people call conspiracy theories. The intentional speeding up and slowing down of various children's pubescent stages. The very real global depopulation efforts. The attempts at cryogenic preservation of various "powerful" people. The food that's all fake. The poisonous experimentation on third world communities. I have to think about all this stuff all the time, now. Knowing there's nothing I can do about it. And I think that was their goal for me.
..."Whoever 'they' are." 🧘🏼♀️(end of text)
Y'all, I don't think Elon's tryna help anyone for real. I think famous people are just a buncha pretenders. Bought liars and deceivers. I think Trump enjoyed Epstein Island, and I think Elon enjoys adrenochrome. Not to say there is no hope, because I know there is. I just don't know where, or when, or how to identify the hope. Or if it even translates to real life. I know there will be peace in death, but what about before death?
There has to be hope for this life.🌐
His response:
I think much of what you said above is true. Because of your online activity, “they” were able to use the algorithms to manipulate your mind and feed you things to control your thinking.
And mine:
🎯 And they want me to feel helpless against it all, because it probably IS all the famous people who are in on it. Like, an "angel," so to speak, could never garner so much attention. I don't think all the famous people are considered "special" in this whole plan, I think most of them are pawns. I think the "special" ones live in secret and shadows.
Wednesday, June 18th
So how about, the very day I express to my Dads an uncanny fear of late, specifically regarding my sister's vehicular travels, her car caught on fire on her way to work. 😳 Flood damage, I'm sure, but I can't shake Elon's very real potential involvement, y'know? It's almost amusing.
As if the cabal could ultimately beat God.
They can try, I think we're all in. 🌐☯️🌐
Thursday, June 19th
At this point, "they" should probably try to make an example outta me. 🥱 Or I'm just imagining connections that don't exist. Either way, I'm good.
Friday, June 20th
I think, just like with everything else, there were some truths mixed in with a buncha lies over the last few years of my train of thought. Like, everything I said about twins was crazy nonsense. I feel like I was made to become "okay with" things I would never be okay with, as a means of "changing" me. Like, I was psychologically tormented with things until I logiced my way through them somehow and tried to make sense of them. But incest is absolutely considered normal in some bloodlines, which is disgusting and unnatural. Certainly not my bloodline. And we are certainly under surveillance, everywhere, all the time. Including self flushing toilets.
